( the human condition )

life isn't fully making sense right now, and this song does restore some semblance of order in my mind. besides it's very succinct and accurate. he's a cool guy (:

Sweet Sunday morning
Lets the nightmares come alive
I bet tomorrow makes it alright
I see my lovers
Flash before me on their knees
She tip the velvet makes it alright

Sweet Sunday morning
Shake the lizards from my back
I chase the devil just for one night
And I light the paper
For all the friends who passed away
To all existence show me your light

CTs are shittingly mind-shitting i can't even. it's just such a sense of helplessness, like i know what's there to study BUT IT DOESN'T GO IN. also i have failed more chem and math tests so far this year than in my entire RGS life.

argh.

ALRIGHT.

after taking a van 2 hours out (AND BACK. EACH. ARGH) to see some monkeys and fireflies on a boat <3 it's pretty, umm pretty. although when the fireflies are not in clumps they just look like random flashes so it feels like your optic nerves are misfiring.

mythbusters lie; it is not less bumpy when you move very very fast on a bumpy road. doing 170km/h on unsmooth malaysian roads just makes you fly.

okay exciting stuff.

1) Asia Conference 2010.
oh my it was so so so good <3 first time in my life i feel enlightened and maturedly intelligent enough to comprehend the messages :D it all makes much more sense. and mah kids! love the kids. don't know how i'll spend 1 month study break away from them D:

2) yesterday.
interesting turn of events. it was fun though (:

3) newspaper articles.
hmm the taxi auntie randomly talked to us about "this very big church on the front page news". God please let this be a passing phase ): 

bad:
1) flunked mah first math test ever.
2) walked into a glass door while watching people play pingpong. it was really hard and my teeth are still hurting.
3) drills totally sucked i just sat there like a duck and let the balls go in.

good:
1) game was good though. only let in 1 ball :D compared to last week's 4 -.-
2) stopped 1/5 penalty shots. IT'S BETTER THAN ZERO.

meh.

my fingers hurt.

going to do absolutely nothing to take my mind of it. thank god no one was there. the last time i can remember super post-gig awesomeness was in primary school oh lol after SYF, like 6 years ago O:

need to stop writing only sadness.

it really is.

IT'S A RETARDED DAY, OH LET US COUNT THE WAYS:
1) my PE shirt fell into the toilet bowl.
2) some random shithead threw a hi-chew and it landed in my soup.
3) my brother was still sleeping when i came home. at 2.30pm. wtf.
4) BUTBUTBUT. running 1 hr 15 mins at ECP is shiok ttm dammit. :D

brain was stuck on this SNSD song since sunday; am embarrassed. BUT it was grammatically incorrect so it irks me nao. :D

what the shit someone made popcorn.

HAPPINESS = 2 hour gym session with allegedlykyle + meatball sub <3 + yami yogurt + OMG OMG NEW PS3 SITTING ON THE TABLE WHEN I REACH HOME?!?!?

I LOVE PSEUDO FRIDAYS.

match match match match. reminds self to bring gear.

i am considerably talking much less about floorball than i did about softball because what if D: cannot.

ECONS, FOCUS.